fool

And at this godly hour, I still can't help but think of you, us.. then. I know it's already been too long and that by now all things should have been erased and left forgotten already. It was only of sheer lust n highs that led to such cosmic wonders we shared that night.

I wanna let go & feel nothing.


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red bull + photoshop + 5 sticks + late nights=

SPINNING LIKE F.
just like us back then...


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ME ON U


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slash off

Mayhem Slash Bootie//
Too rad for words

Zip Vest//
Digging more of the structure than the zip detail

Haiizzz, I should just win the fking lottery already and maybe, just maybe.. I could go a tad bit crazy. Think for my next buy, I'll just get me some new jeans and shoezz? again?

Anyhow, I'm so effing tired. Fell asleep right when I got home and was thinking it was only 9 plus when i woke up (but actually 11 already) cause my stupid hp froze.

School is stressing me out in a way that I cannot even be bothered about it. Days like this make me wanna you-know-what. You know, just for kicks.


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feeling strange

Of late nights, unfortunate events and endless running thoughts...
another sleepless night, indeed.

I've yet to accomplish a truckload of school work,
yet every week seems like it's only been the first so far..

Hope it'll be raining throughout the week.


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canvas lows

I've been wanting to get TOMS shoes for quite some time now cause I'm in dire need of casual closed shoes for everyday wear, but I never really fancied their infamous slip ons.
These woven cordones are pretty new, I think and exactly what I'm looking for! I can't find any online store that has them yet except for 80s purple (which doesn't even ship to sg...) so I'm getting my aunt from NY to ship them over to my side BUT SO EXXXXX!

infinite xxxxxx

past

A night of beer, good laughs and new faces...
yet nothing beats that youthful night we stayed in.

What happened? Do you remember?


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Jeffrey Campbell// Biz

This srsly beats those booties i wanted from ASOS, but of course it beats the price as well. I'm pretty sure that by the time I get my next allowance, all online shops have gone oos with my size. Shiittttt, I really want themmmm. The structure kinda reminds me of Forest Gump's handicap metal thing. Lol.

Anyway, today was nothing short of boring. Tuesdays suck.


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Catz Cabaret

Awesome cuts// Especially digging the 2nd and 4th!
I want more outerwears amidst the sucky sg weather!
Really wish it would rain more.

this is me putting off work again... xoxo

out of touch

The week's only just begun yet it feels as if I've lost a million brain cells already. I felt like a lost sheep in Terrence's class this morning, seriously not knowing how to react to every single word he would utter and throw at us (or to me at least). He made me realize too the lack of good reads I've got in my life, cause although I've come across a zillion cool sites, they're mostly just of fotos I fancy or fashion-related pieces that aren't much of any relevance. I know I read alot though... probably all sorts of random shit but I just srsly can't recall any of it. Not at the moment. Apart from that, it's week 5 alr and yes, still lost as ever.

Anyway, here's a recent buy:
Vintage check sweater //super comfyy material

credits to owner

I've yet to pick up some bulky item at Sing post soon!! Not even sure what it is but I'm excited already! HAHA


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trainspottin'

Choose life... But why would I want to do a thing like that? I chose not to choose life. I chose somethin' else. And the reasons? There are no reasons. Who needs reasons when you've got heroin?

added burden

EXHAUSTED,

from holding the camera in photog, trying to get the right angles
from the weight of my big big bag that I brought to sch today
from queueing up at the bank, just to get a hold of my recent purchases
from waiting for bus 169
from getting my way in and out of bus 169
(always so fucking crowded + driver's wreckless driving skills)

and to top it all off, Dinah just called to say that final submission for 3d fucking studies is tmr ar!!!

I need the weekend badly... then long pause.

On a random note, J*T puts the cherry on top of every Thursday. Hahaha

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The xx

Newfound love,

school schmool

XOXO

Smile upon me

There's a place in this world
Where people like me,
are found by people like you
So find a place as this forever divine

I don't know what are you now
Since everything has changed
If I did know one thing
Its me whose feeling strange

favorite things

of mornings

In the midst of fatal insomnia, I've come across this lovely site that screams food porn. I've never been the breakfast kind of person or have any liking for it since I'd prefer to bury myself in deep sleep, but seeing this makes me wanna step inside cold storage and bring back all sorts of berries, bread, etc. Brunch date, anyone?

Ok, this is me putting off homework...
Gonna go for a quick puff,


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dark shadow

Rick Owens Eastpak Padded Bag

It's so niiiiice :( I've actually been on a hunt for the perfect school bag and I'm leaning towards a backpack. The Marc Jacobs one I wanted is nowhere to be found anymore. My aunt visited the actual store + Bloomingdales in NY and to no avail.. Sighs. This one is over $300. Someone buy for me plzz.

3RD WHEELING CAN BE A SUCH A BITCH.
As pathetic as this might sound,
I actually need more single people in my life.

money is cool, yes?

Still contemplating on the boots but def getting the jacket... or is it the other way around?

ASOS AMIE Buckle Ankle Boot

Montecedo Graph Jacket

Haiizzz, sucks to want so many things when the digits in your bank acct are depleting. In my case, they already have. I'm not entirely sure how much I've left... I'd rather not know. Thinking about it is scaring the shit outta me alr. For my next allowance, I promise to only spend a hundred for clothes, 50 that I owe my sister for and the rest will be for food/school/etc.


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the crookers lives on

It's a Friday night and I'm home, munching on shaker fries and other junk. Words cannot describe how good it feels to be staying in tonight...

So the Nafa mates decided to club (pre gamed where we all lost ourselves, Attica, Zirca) and it was all good... dancing to familiar tunes and just having a good time. Stuck with the guys most of the night cause my legs were dead tired and they were chilling half the time. Met up with kelvin (indie boy) as well, whom I've missed! Ended the night with Hanz, Steven and Bryan... sitting by the steps, enjoying the calm night. Heart to heart talks and awkward conversation starters (LOLZ)... at 5 am, we owned the city. Took the first bus and slept thru the day. 7 am-7:30 pm whuttuppp.


Last night made me realize some things.
Last night made me do some pretty stupid things as well.
Knowing you're still there makes me feel half-empty.

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freaks

miss you happy drunks + jelly/jess/jaycy
mwarkzzz

life as we know it

What ever happened to days like this? Like everyone else (or at least most of my friends), I need a getaway... badly. School isn't doing much for me lately. I keep finding ways to escape it (i.e. today's stealth exit from the seminar room with evan. LOL). Srsly, nothing seems to be functioning properly in my head. It's all going cuckoo.

Anyway, new addition to my lust list...

Wanted a cuff from Marc Jacobs before but all oos :(

This Bullox jacket looks so yummy.

Obey has so manyyy rad stuff now. Yes, I'm still setting my eyes on the YSL copycat one, and those above but highly likely... cannot :/ Whatever, I still need to wait for my next allowance. Can't wait for the Need Supply Co. spree, woots!

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Resistance Is Beautiful

via The Coveted

Handmade things are special. … like in the case of ShiboriLove, a shop where you can get hand dyed legwear, scarves and girl’s tights. Cornell graduate, Jessie Fair studied Fiber Science & Apparel Design, which comes out in her approach to utilizing unconventional techniques in dyeing.

I can never pull off printed leggings, for some reason. I get stared at or I'm just simply not comfortable walking in them. But one day (or another), I surely will.

p.s. I need a massive shopping spree..

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skin lust

Was lusting over this last night..
I wanna be this tiny. She pulls it off so well.

my recent purchase: Deena & Ozzy sandals
(srsly the last until my next allowance)

ANYWHO, I received an email from my aunt from NY...

I might go the Marc Jacobs store this saturday so I will look for it and let you know. I was trying to check it at this online store but i can't find it for some reason. I will let you know OK??? But be warned Marc Jacobs stuff is quite expensive. Even I can't afford it!

*CROSSES FINGERS*


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alive & kicking

I realized how shallow I've become lately, thinking of nothing but clothes and what to splurge on next. I guess it's cause being attached for so long (then) played certain parts of my life on repeat countless times, until you've finally rid me of my youth. I was blinded and I really wish I could turn back time.

Now all I wanna do is anything but to grow up... I could be 20 and soon be working for the first time in my life, but I'll have to promise myself that it's only the beginning of everything.


p.s. Sundays make me wanna bury myself to sleep. Forever.


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Marc By Marc Jacobs

I WANT THIS BB SO BAD
Yes, I know I'm so late... I originally wanted the Marc Jacobs Fist bag but it looks so preschool to me.

Ugh and I'm lusting over this Complex Geometries top (can't seem to upload it). Will def get it if I don't get my hands on Marc.