I've been lazing around my room for a good 2 hours already, half naked and doing such useless shit, when I'm supposed to be tucked in bed and setting my alarm for reality. I'm seriously considering getting MC for tomorrow but maybe just for work cause I really think I need to get me some much deserved sleep. I don't feel like talking about x'mas or the long weekend (me iz vvvv tired), but it's def good enough for me to just know that I've had someone all along.
And hoping to have that someone with me at least til I countdown to new year ahead. I know it's still too early to make out things but suddenly, I'm happy... And that's all that matters.
Okay, I just read thru my whole post and I think I'm starting to have grammar issues. Lol. Forgive me. xx
So... 11:30am and I'm still surrounded by empty cubicles. I'm so bored. Been browsing thru random shit and can feel my eyes abruptly closing. Oh, and last night was a major fail. Was supposed to be out for ladies night with YX & the rest but my body was as lifeless as a rock once I reached home from work/dinner. Uhhhh, what else... Oh, I need to shop badly but I promise to pay my debts first once I get my allowance.
WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH YOU?!! YOU'RE JUST A BLOODY INTERN YET YOU CAN GIVE SUCH COMMENTS AND ATTITUDE TO YOUR MFKING BOSS! WAKE UP AND GET MORE WORK DONE! & STOP COMPLAINING!! ZOUK IS THE BEST AND YOU KNOW ITTT.
DEAR RIZ, I HOPE YOU SEE THIS AND REALIZE I'M NOT SUCH A GRUMP AFTERALL ANDD AM TRULY MADLY DEEPLY SORRY!
Sometimes I would love to know you better as I feel we are somehow similar yet quite different. I'm prolly more sick in the head than you are but yeah, the things that you say do amuse me although half of the rest are things I never really understood.
Unexpected... just maybe not in this lifetime, but those kind words (from a dear friend) are here to stay. I'm not so alone after all.
Internship is killing meeeee :( I swear I kept falling asleep in their so called library, flipping thru over 20+ design books and srsly not knowing if I was even on the right track. I felt so useless, tbh.
Identity crisis has got me thinking all day. My boss gets to my head every time. I suddenly feel like my whole life's as good as no life at all. Huhhhhhh.
& the aircon there kept making me shiftto awkward positions. Idk how many times I went to the loo to pee and blow my fking nose as well.