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Rad By Rad Hourani

I don't mind dressing up for school everyday,
looking this rad.

ANW, gonna finish my meal, do laundry, clean my room? and off to dreamland. Srsly need to catch up on sleep. And now suddenly wanna go shisha just cause Dinah mentioned it.
SRSLY SRSLYYY IN NEED OF SOME CHILL TIME.


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MUST STOP PURCHASING ONLINE MUST CONTROL MY SPENDING MUST PATIENTLY WAIT FOR MY STUFF TO ARRIVE AND NOT SPEND EVERY DAMN WEEK FML

outta my way

It's already week 2 and I'm obviously still in holiday mode. I've been doing all my work at the very last hour before bedtime (literally) cause seems as if there's just tooo much to do and was talking to a friend and both realized all our classes have become such a bore zzzz. And so what better way to rid myself of the stress but to spend my so called "free hours" to gaze upon useless things like clothes and shoes... well maybe not useless but I know I shouldn't be dwelling on these when I'm broke, but hell noooooo, I made my orders alr and even created a new list! I guess it's the only thing that keeps me sane these days, apart from other things like................. Anyway, I thought I had alot to write about but my head is completely blank right now and I'm srsly feeling so fucked. Think I might run a fever.

Oh and p.s. i'm starting to learn to love you guys all over again. yes you you you youuu HAHA

So here are my recent buys... all practically from Silence & Noise..

...and this I have yet to cross off my list.
purchasing this bb soon!!

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Good morning, cyber socials. Such a lazy Sunday today (like every other) and all I wanna do is lie in bed and listen to Gui Boratto. My plan of completing as much work possible turned out to be a failure cause I suddenly had last minute plans this weekend. Visited ION which sucked so bad, Sacha and I were like caged (i am now anti-malls), then had an impulsive trip to Zouk with Sach, Cal and his friends. Same old.. I really think I'm past my clubbing phase. Got home at 6 am and woke up with smudged eyeliner all over my yucky face.

Now craving for Subway cookies...
Gotta do work work work.


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lazy daaze

...this song could be my everyday soundtrack.

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TGIF// rant post

Fridays are free in our timetable but due to commencement of my first retake, had to go to join a freshman class. Gawd, I was stressing so much over it the night before, not knowing what to wear and those jitters everywhere. I entered the classroom and had the most awkward stares but thank god for people who want to be my friend. Haha, there was 6 of them but I only remember 4 of their names. They're pretty cool.

OMGZZZZ SO MUCH WORK TO DO ALREADY AND ONLY ONE WEEK HAS PASSED! And damn broke! And I still plan on splurging.. WHY GOD WHY???

p.s. this was us...

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CTRL

Recent buy: Ecote woven gladiator sandals... YAY/NAY?Next on my list: Asos leather string lace shoes... I thought it was a little man-ish and odd looking at first but if you pair it with an actual person wearing them, it's not bad at all. I'm just unsure of my shoe size... SHUCKS. Anyway, school's started, homework slowly piling up, retake module this Friday (wish me all the luck), and a depleting bank account :((((((( I seriously don't know how I'm gonna survive with such little bucks I've left. And I was even thinking of visiting the new Topshop at ION. Sucks to be broke. I need my next allowance badly!! I honestly don't get how I can't manage the amount I'm given... which is more than enough. Oh well.


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new found love

Take a chance in those wonderful words you just don't understand.
I can show you the way but I know that you'll never be there.
All the time, all the shine of your eyes I would never forget.
All I know there's no time, there's no life, there is no turning back.

There is no turning back...
No turning back...

Tallulah&Poly

Beautiful creatures... you too, Pharrell.

BTS countdown: 1 more sleepless night to go!! Yes, I say sleepless cause insomnia will def be kicking in. 9 am class FML. Hope it goes well... first days (first week rather) are usually useless...

Yikes, It's almost 3 pm and I'm eating my first meal for the day! I love lazy Sundays.

p.s. i hope we can both (completely) forget what went down from that youthful night. i spilled my heart out to you, and now i want it back with all the right pieces.


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vain post, skip if you must

Viktor

Dear God, please bless me with a perfect pair of legs... well, perfectly stick thin/skinny ones I guess. JUST THE LEGS PLEASE!! I'm having major issues with mine right now :(( There's just something so wrong with my thigh area.. I know toning would be the solution but I'm seriously not the type who'd do exercises,etcc. Believe it or not, I've been googling ways on how to fix this kind of shit... geeeez, UNIVERSE: SAVE ME. And my tummy too as my waistline got an inch (or 2??) wider.

FML

SILENCE AND NOISE FUCKING OOS!!

in the waiting line

WHEN THE HELL IS SOON?

They breathe fire

Name: Tommy Spicka
Occupation: Student
What are you wearing?
Everything is second hand except the shoes that I bought in a chinese store.
What was the last item you bought?
- It was the shoes.
How much money did you spend on it?
- 20 Euro.

There's something extremely sexy bout his look. The uncanniness perhaps? Gaahhh, I'd love to take a puff off his cigarette. HAHA, jk. I remember coming across this article regarding men who smoke cigs and how they do it. Such beaute in these creatures.
Here it is: They Breathe Fire

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Yayyy, I'm finally done with my purchases from UO. I ended up just buying 2 items cause shipping and all the extra fees are adding up way too much. Now all I have to do is starve myself and wait for the next half of my allowance. I KID. And shucks, I just remembered... I need to get a memory card for my effing hp. I got the LG something... here!
It's supposed to be a music phone, not sure if it's a good one. Oh well, as long as I have a phone.

p.s. I GOT MY DIGITS BACK, I wish you'd call me...


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knock me out and shoot me down

Silence and Noise has so much rad shit, I'm going crazy!!! I'm def getting this for sure and a few others. I just hate that they're all running out of XS sizes aaahhhhh! Okay, calm down. Now all I need to do is budget my allowance for the month, cause I'm gonna spend a bomb on the first half, since I'm gonna need to buy me a new hp too. I wish money really did grow on trees, then I'd be keeping one in my room all to myself. If only....

Fuck, I sounded like a total retard right there..

ON MY RADAR: N.A.S.A.- Gifted (Treasure Fingers)


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suck it, rev

So it's back to Singapore and I'm missing home so much. Oh, the perks of having a real home :( I don't have much to say at this hour and I'm dead tired from the day, so enjoy these REVOLUTIONARY pictures instead! HAHA, I swear... this last night out was THE funnest and craziest. I love my friends to death plus our stupid MJ + revo mooves. And all it took for us to be this crayzee was one round of shots, HAHA.

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reality check

Singapore countdown: 3 effing days :( :( :(
Kidding... half kidding. All I know is I'm downright not ready for school, though I'm itching to be productive again. BUT, I'm all for getting my independence back. Money money money.. Lol, I kid.
On a random note, I'm in love with Greek food or anything Mediterranean tasting. Dinner with Mandi last night at Cafe Med was lovely, although I wasn't as much of a pig as she was. HAHA, I love you Mandirt and our endless conversations! Something I always look forward to with friends. Tomorrow marks my last day out... too surreal!

And OH, I got myself a new haircut today and ugghhh, not digging it. I swear, little things like salon failures seriously ruin my day.

Feast your eyes on my creative juices on screen.
(sarcasm involved)

thank you, michael

I was never really an MJ fan until the sick news came out that he was dead. It's sad and I wish I pushed myself to get to know more of him and his music, because watching every single news channel out there giving tribute to him and now the live memorial on cnn, he really appears to be such a LEGEND. Was and still is. I'm grateful though that I at least know some of his songs and have been living and breathing them these past couple of days. It's so odd how he's had so much impact on me lately. I guess it's the very fact that he's gone... The King of Pop. BUT, I know he'll live forever through his music and wise words of love and change, and the world being one.

I love you MJ and although I was never a fan from the beginning, I'll forever be your PRETTY YOUNG THING. You're def a part of me (:


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just keep swimming, swimming

oh, anthonio!

through the masquerade
you led me by the hand
whispered the words "this is forever"
said from a silver tongue
that's where is started from

ANNIE- ANTHONIO (FREDFALKE REMIX),

DESIGNER DRUGS remix is good too...
and speaking of which, now on a massive hunt for more of their music!


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let's get out of this country

Never thought I could say this (not in this lifetime), but I'm starting to get sick of life. Life.. people, faces, words, talk, everyone. Things are pretty much the same in this side of the globe, and maybe that's the problem. It's always been the same... Well, I might take these words back in no time since I'll be off to Singapore in 8 effing days buuuut I'll def be missing home (family esp). It's time for a breath of fresh air... Not that Singapore is the place to be, but I'd rather be anywhere but here. Maybe just for tonight... couple of days, I don't know. It's not like I have any other option.

I just hope this last stretch (make it a year) of school will be good. Must stay away from trouble..zzz.


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Sometimes... most times rather,
the only person I can EVER rely on is myself.

p.s. sorry for the lack of updatezz, will do when idleness kicks in


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