Saturday, September 26, 2009

sample



Harputs Own// Camille

F. I'm in love with this dress and the deep red shade.
She pulls it off so well w/ that caged belt accessory thing.

Because what is simple in the moonlight,
by the morning never is.

Thursday, September 24, 2009

And I've come reveling
Burning incandescently
Like a bastard on the burning sea


4 months of everything & nothing.

Today, you were invisible.
Tonight, I'm letting go.
Tomorrow, you are forgotten.


P

1:41 am


Friis & Co// Anywho

I love the asymmetrical zips and tassels esp!

Anw, I'm jotting down all my expenses just for the day and it's over 200 bucks! I wouldn't care a bit if I've spent that amount and went home with actual shopping bags. Uggghh.

FML

Wednesday, September 23, 2009

super rant//

Today, I literally went around town for several hours with D (followed by new friend F) to actually shop in the real world
(which I haven't done in a long time) in hopes of finding me some new stuff but seems like everytime I got cash to burn, there's never anything that's of my liking.

I'm now home & srsly feeling so empty.
No, not in any emotional state. I have my shopping issues, zzzz.

I still had a good time, nonetheless...
Of bad hair days,
laughing by our stupid selves,
getting conscious over white lights
& train ride secret confessions.

Goodnight kids,
P

p.s. you're something new

Tuesday, September 22, 2009

Today, my debit card got rejected. Twice.
First time ever.

FML
3:53 am
Story of my life.

words

You see the world in a whole new dimension,
& you suddenly treat me like any other.


P

Monday, September 21, 2009

Anna Selezneva// System Fall 09





These are my favorite.

& lost again


What's left of my tiny brain

3:42 am
I'm so frustrated with school work. I srsly have no mood to do anything school related YET, and can still spend so much time out and online, lusting over what to purchase next. Shoot me now.

Other than that, I'm dead hungry right now. I keep thinking of what food to buy for lunch tmr. If I'm not online shopping, you can find me munching on all kinds of junk or just stoning and thinking of what to eat next. Someone please be my pig out buddy and take me out to awesome foodtrips. I promise you a good appetite! Been too long since I've last gone on a date. Oh, singlehood.

Goodnight, I'm ranting.
x

Sunday, September 20, 2009

of lazy Sundays

Christopher Kane x Topshop

Aaaahhh!BrokeCashlessDoomed.
I SHIT YOU NOT.

Someone buy me this &
Christopher Kane's awesome eyelet pieces.


P

restartmyheart


We are born to love as we are born to die,
and between the heartbeats of those two great mysteries
lies all the tangled undergrowth of our tiny lives.
There is nowhere to go but through.
And so we walk on, lost, and lost again,

in the mapless wilderness of love.


x

Saturday, September 19, 2009

fashination


Edita Vilkevicute// Donna Karan Show
via LoveMore
Who doesn't love her perfectly panelled pants? Reminds me of Acne's except these are in hot leatherette! I waaaaant.

Shipley Halmos Spring 2010
via ThePureAesthetic
So laidback. Loving the 3rd & the 5th, esp the red coat!
There's something bout me and having the utmost obsession with outerwears lately.


Okay, a lazy weekend coming up. Got to finish a shitload of work for school. Wish me luck and hope I dont snooze back anytime soon.


x

Friday, September 18, 2009

steal


Pret-a-Porter
Awesome oversized hoodie w/ the perfect lightweight material and perfect shape! Cheap Stuff. Reminds me of Chloe Sevigny x Opening Ceremony.


UO// Deena & Ozzy
Latest shoes I received w/c totally left me broke a month back cause of crazy shipping fee. Wore the cutouts today and sadly, they're not the most comfy pair.

Anw, today was spent stressing over work, town for mani/pedi, yummy shaven ice desert w/ Dinah & endless gossip with her and co.

Going for a nap. My head is spinning!

x


FAVORITE

1901 collaboration video

Thursday, September 17, 2009

r/s of extremes

Rad Hourani Spring/Summer 2010
via 212dressingroom

Super duper loving the far left and the third.
Goodnight lovebirds,

P


another day, another story

Today was nothing short of TRAGIC.
Of unwanted rain, pricey Starbucks, scattered paper, double sided tapes, one too many cigarette breaks, red bull highs, random conversations, sudden breakdowns, craziness haunting us...

etc etc etc

And let's not forget... missing the last train, starvation, cheap 7/eleven buys, and Dinah being cashless. Sorry babe, had to mention your name. HAHA

Although tragic, I still had a good time. Still hungry and feeling like shit but nothing compares to how shitty I feel after letting myself into your thoughts. I don't think shitty is even the right adjective.

I do feel sorry for you.
Right now, I WISH YOU WELL.



x

Tuesday, September 15, 2009

HYPE++


Rick Owens// Cocoon Coat

The coat is to die for! Love the dope flip out collar.
If only we had such weather here... srsly, IF ONLY.

Anw, such a tiring day today... from waking up early, meeting up for lunch, trip to the bank, finding my way to the effing post office, meeting with a buyer, etc etc etc.

Yes, I finally got my bulk purchases from the post office and I srsly looked like some bitch shopaholic in amk carrying my items. I'm waiting for a few more! Woots! Will post pics of em when I got everything.

P.S. SG HEAT IS KILLING ME


Later fools,
x

Monday, September 14, 2009

so you've been told

Although I stand nowhere in your so called past, all I could wish for now is for you to go back to it. You were a better person then... with her and everyone else. Seeing how you've slowly changed today makes everyday such a waste for me, trying to figure out the person you've become. I can't help it.

Don't let the bitch take you away from the world.



x

Sunday, September 13, 2009

SOMEONE PLEASE CTRL MY SPENDING!!!
I'M GOING INSANE!!

4 online purchases in a span of ++hours! And I've yet to collect 2 pairs of shoes from UO spree from the post office. And aaaaand, I think I've encountered my 2nd lost mail ( last one was last year). H&M cardigan, where art thouuuu!

SHUCKS. :(((((((((((((((((

Saturday, September 12, 2009

Δ BEAST: Leif Podhajsky

via Need Supply Blog

I've always been a sucker for lines, geometric shapes, that one eye thing, astral auras and anything spacey/dreamy. Ugggh, and it's in black & white! Droooools. I'd have to say this has got to be the most well put-together design of those elements I've come across, YET.

Seriously gives me chills when I see such things.


x

Tuesday, September 8, 2009


MY LIFE IS FUCKED
BUT I QUITE LIKE IT THAT WAY
.
only with you

Sunday, September 6, 2009

I'm finally able to sell some of my old stuff online and today was my first sale! I did meetup at Bishan and sold this check top I have, which apparently everyone's been looking for as in srsly, there were about 5 interested buyers. Thing is, I've never actually worn it or had any interest even. Lol.

A few bucks will always come in handy! Esp now that assessment is approaching, will need to spare some for printing.

Haiiiiz, I'm so sick of photoshop already.
Can't wait for hell week to be over.



x

Saturday, September 5, 2009

amidst high air

shoezzz.
Mr. Postman, pls come knocking soon.
Obviously didn't purchase these but aren't they so rad?


x

Wednesday, September 2, 2009

sick child

3:38 am and all I can think about is $$$ & clothes amidst homework.
We all live in a demented world, somehow.


x

Tuesday, September 1, 2009

number 1

Today was a fairly good day minus not waking up to my alarm, being blur during presentation, friends not turning up for class, the scorching heat and losing all my creative juices.

Today was a fairly good day cause I received awesome news that 2 of my beloved purchased shoes are soon to be mailed to my doorstep.

Today was a fairly good day cause although I realized that what we share we'll never be more/less of what it is presently,
you're still as good as a friend can be.


x

Sunday, August 30, 2009

fool

And at this godly hour, I still can't help but think of you, us.. then. I know it's already been too long and that by now all things should have been erased and left forgotten already. It was only of sheer lust n highs that led to such cosmic wonders we shared that night.

I wanna let go & feel nothing.


x

Friday, August 28, 2009

red bull + photoshop + 5 sticks + late nights=
SPINNING LIKE F.
just like us back then...


x

Wednesday, August 26, 2009

Monday, August 24, 2009

slash off



Mayhem Slash Bootie//
Too rad for words




Zip Vest//
Digging more of the structure than the zip detail


Haiizzz, I should just win the fking lottery already and maybe, just maybe.. I could go a tad bit crazy. Think for my next buy, I'll just get me some new jeans and shoezz? again?

Anyhow, I'm so effing tired. Fell asleep right when I got home and was thinking it was only 9 plus when i woke up (but actually 11 already) cause my stupid hp froze.


School is stressing me out in a way that I cannot even be bothered about it. Days like this make me wanna you-know-what. You know, just for kicks.



x

Sunday, August 23, 2009

feeling strange

Of late nights, unfortunate events and endless running thoughts...
another sleepless night, indeed.

I've yet to accomplish a truckload of school work,
yet every week seems like it's only been the first so far..

Hope it'll be raining throughout the week.


xx

Saturday, August 22, 2009

canvas lows



I've been wanting to get TOMS shoes for quite some time now cause I'm in dire need of casual closed shoes for everyday wear, but I never really fancied their infamous slip ons.
These woven cordones are pretty new, I think and exactly what I'm looking for! I can't find any online store that has them yet except for 80s purple (which doesn't even ship to sg...) so I'm getting my aunt from NY to ship them over to my side BUT SO EXXXXX!


infinite xxxxxx

Friday, August 21, 2009

past


A night of beer, good laughs and new faces...
yet nothing beats that youthful night we stayed in.

What happened? Do you remember?



x

Tuesday, August 18, 2009

Jeffrey Campbell// Biz

This srsly beats those booties i wanted from ASOS, but of course it beats the price as well. I'm pretty sure that by the time I get my next allowance, all online shops have gone oos with my size. Shiittttt, I really want themmmm. The structure kinda reminds me of Forest Gump's handicap metal thing. Lol.

Anyway, today was nothing short of boring. Tuesdays suck.



x
Catz Cabaret

Awesome cuts// Especially digging the 2nd and 4th!
I want more outerwears amidst the sucky sg weather!
Really wish it would rain more.

this is me putting off work again... xoxo

Monday, August 17, 2009

out of touch

The week's only just begun yet it feels as if I've lost a million brain cells already. I felt like a lost sheep in Terrence's class this morning, seriously not knowing how to react to every single word he would utter and throw at us (or to me at least). He made me realize too the lack of good reads I've got in my life, cause although I've come across a zillion cool sites, they're mostly just of fotos I fancy or fashion-related pieces that aren't much of any relevance. I know I read alot though... probably all sorts of random shit but I just srsly can't recall any of it. Not at the moment. Apart from that, it's week 5 alr and yes, still lost as ever.

Anyway, here's a recent buy:
Vintage check sweater //super comfyy material

credits to owner

I've yet to pick up some bulky item at Sing post soon!! Not even sure what it is but I'm excited already! HAHA


x

Sunday, August 16, 2009

trainspottin'

Choose life... But why would I want to do a thing like that? I chose not to choose life. I chose somethin' else. And the reasons? There are no reasons. Who needs reasons when you've got heroin?

Thursday, August 13, 2009

added burden

EXHAUSTED,

from holding the camera in photog, trying to get the right angles
from the weight of my big big bag that I brought to sch today
from queueing up at the bank, just to get a hold of my recent purchases
from waiting for bus 169
from getting my way in and out of bus 169
(always so fucking crowded + driver's wreckless driving skills)

and to top it all off, Dinah just called to say that final submission for 3d fucking studies is tmr ar!!!

I need the weekend badly... then long pause.

On a random note, J*T puts the cherry on top of every Thursday. Hahaha


x

The xx

Newfound love,

Wednesday, August 12, 2009

Monday, August 10, 2009

Smile upon me

There's a place in this world
Where people like me,
are found by people like you

So find a place as this forever divine

I don't know what are you now
Since everything has changed
If I did know one thing
Its me whose feeling strange

favorite things


In the midst of fatal insomnia, I've come across this lovely site that screams food porn. I've never been the breakfast kind of person or have any liking for it since I'd prefer to bury myself in deep sleep, but seeing this makes me wanna step inside cold storage and bring back all sorts of berries, bread, etc. Brunch date, anyone?

Ok, this is me putting off homework...
Gonna go for a quick puff,



x

dark shadow

Rick Owens Eastpak Padded Bag

It's so niiiiice :( I've actually been on a hunt for the perfect school bag and I'm leaning towards a backpack. The Marc Jacobs one I wanted is nowhere to be found anymore. My aunt visited the actual store + Bloomingdales in NY and to no avail.. Sighs. This one is over $300. Someone buy for me plzz.
3RD WHEELING CAN BE A SUCH A BITCH.
As pathetic as this might sound,
I actually need more single people in my life.

Saturday, August 8, 2009

money is cool, yes?

Still contemplating on the boots but def getting the jacket... or is it the other way around?

ASOS AMIE Buckle Ankle Boot
Montecedo Graph Jacket

Haiizzz, sucks to want so many things when the digits in your bank acct are depleting. In my case, they already have. I'm not entirely sure how much I've left... I'd rather not know. Thinking about it is scaring the shit outta me alr. For my next allowance, I promise to only spend a hundred for clothes, 50 that I owe my sister for and the rest will be for food/school/etc.


x

Friday, August 7, 2009

the crookers lives on

It's a Friday night and I'm home, munching on shaker fries and other junk. Words cannot describe how good it feels to be staying in tonight...

So the Nafa mates decided to club (pre gamed where we all lost ourselves, Attica, Zirca) and it was all good... dancing to familiar tunes and just having a good time. Stuck with the guys most of the night cause my legs were dead tired and they were chilling half the time. Met up with kelvin (indie boy) as well, whom I've missed! Ended the night with Hanz, Steven and Bryan... sitting by the steps, enjoying the calm night. Heart to heart talks and awkward conversation starters (LOLZ)... at 5 am, we owned the city. Took the first bus and slept thru the day. 7 am-7:30 pm whuttuppp.


Last night made me realize some things.
Last night made me do some pretty stupid things as well.

Knowing you're still there makes me feel half-empty.


x

Thursday, August 6, 2009

freaks

miss you happy drunks + jelly/jess/jaycy
mwarkzzz