the fourteenth

I think that one thing I'm most afraid of right now is knowing the closeness we once had is partly gone.

It keeps hitting me like a bitch. Sooo damn hard... it's almost too impossible to fight it back.

It's like that day you finally choose or want to be numb to everything,

is when you actually feel a shitload of emotions. All in one go.

God, I miss you so much...