ceramic functional objects

Kandura Keramik by Indonesian artists.

These plastic things look so fun to wear.

Gonna stay in this weekend.

I wish the rain would last longer though.

I realized this is my perfect rainy day song.

This plus a few selected others.

So this is what it's like to lose yourself.

You just keep on going until reality presents itself, crystal clear.

p.s. Damn these working Saturdays.

There is nowhere to go but through.

Yesterday was the first time I didn't feel so much hatred towards work.

It left me exhausted, sure but perhaps I've grown to be numb to the everyday stress.

To think it was a Monday...

And today I'm on MC. HAHA.

Lovely weather we're having.

Here's one photo from my 21st.

I need to push myself to srsly upload pictures from that one time I actually brought a camera.

Anyway, feels like it's been quite some time since I had a fairly good weekend.

Friday was a breather and last night was my kind of Saturday night. .

And suddenly there's so much to look forward to in the next coming days/weeks, YAY.

Wish Sundays were longer though.

I can't believe there's an artist named Pauline Bastard. Poor girl.

Anyway, today can't get any more gloomy, can it?

People should just stay in when it's raining.

Damn, all along I thought this coming Wednesday was a holiday.

Work today was surprisingly... fast. First was lunch hour then suddenly it was going 5pm.

Weird. Gonna turn in soon...

P.S Everyday's just as mundane as ever. Zzz.

Fastforward to Wednesday, please. And then Friday-Saturday.

I need my lazy Sundays longer.

soft tailoring, directional feminine silhouettes, high quality construction

Erik Hart Holiday 2010/Spring 2011

The rest here.

Sometimes, the only way to find out if there are still people who care is to choose to let them in.

Vicky Cristina Barcelona

Vicky returned home to have her grand wedding to Doug.

To the house they finally planned to settle in.

And to lead the life she envisioned for herself, before that summer in Barcelona.

Cristina continued searching... certain only, of what she didn't want.

I've only caught this movie recently and I must say... It certainly made me see things in a different light.

I love how it portrays such bold personas and yet, things were still as real.

Makes me wish I could live life like that.

Anyway, I haven't written anything of sense in this journal lately.

If I could, I'd upload a picture of a blank canvas every damn day...

cause that's just everything that's me.

Goodnight.

FUCK WORK AND THE HELLHOLE I'M AT EVERY DAMN DAY :(

ready or not

OMG IM A WORKING GIRRRL.

Gone are the days when I'd send in my resume to company after company,

checking my hotmail EVERY DAMN DAY and refreshing it within minutes overnight,

getting stressed/anxious over a call for an interview and thinking "this could be it."

Seriously the longest and most frustrating wait ever.

I know I may regret choosing this company over other possible prospects,

but in all things I really just need to keep an open mind.

fingers crossed xx

A NEW LIGHT.

mental marathon is over

You know that feeling when you just really need to be elsewhere other than your own home?

It's not exactly running away but for the past few days, I just knew I wasn't so ready to face everything yet.

Perhaps you might say it's something like rehab, ironically speaking.

Well now I'm home... and it feels damn good for the first time in sooo long.

Somewhere in between, I'm afraid.