FUCK WORK AND THE HELLHOLE I'M AT EVERY DAMN DAY :(

ready or not

OMG IM A WORKING GIRRRL.

Gone are the days when I'd send in my resume to company after company,

checking my hotmail EVERY DAMN DAY and refreshing it within minutes overnight,

getting stressed/anxious over a call for an interview and thinking "this could be it."

Seriously the longest and most frustrating wait ever.

I know I may regret choosing this company over other possible prospects,

but in all things I really just need to keep an open mind.

fingers crossed xx

A NEW LIGHT.

mental marathon is over

You know that feeling when you just really need to be elsewhere other than your own home?

It's not exactly running away but for the past few days, I just knew I wasn't so ready to face everything yet.

Perhaps you might say it's something like rehab, ironically speaking.

Well now I'm home... and it feels damn good for the first time in sooo long.

Somewhere in between, I'm afraid.

twenty one