Does Not Equal

Black Truth x White Lies

kill me by the day

I just finished reading thru my assessment form on my internship and although I know I wasn't the best intern,
I still don't think I deserve that much shit of a feedback from you.

Now I'm not too sure if I'm even cut for the design world,
but what I do know is that I'm never working for that company again.

Fuck, this sucks balls.

I'm so sick of everyday life.
No actually, I'm just sick of school.

SHOWTIME

This song's been on repeat on my iTunes,
but I'd have to say I'm more drawn to MillionYoung's blissed-out remix.
Not exactly digging the video but it's got such a Wonder Years feel to it.

Memoryhouse- To the lighthouse x MillionYoung

& in the sea there is a fish, a fish that has a secret wish

Save yourself.
& for the last time, fuck off.

Mentally Irregular

young hearts burst open, wounds bleed fresh

Dickweed & Comey

via Beach Black

Goodmorning :)

remind me

I think I make myself too available for you
& it's only cause I know you're worth it.

The day I finally get my shimmy matte nails, a huge amount of it chips off.
WHYYY.

P.S. F21 at 313 is so damn overrated.

our world

I want this sooo bad.
I remember having to arrange Zouk's library, browsing thru shelves of countless (mad dope) design books
and right there and then, I told myself I'd have to invest in em... one fine day, I surely will.

This baby costs 100+ bucks. Should be worth it. Yes?
Books, books and more books please!

Oh! & I got myself 2 soft moleskin notebooks :)

cosmic convention

Forget my previous post, my Macs just came. Lol.
It's the wee hours that really spoil my diet. If I even have one.

On a random note, v much in love with this foto.
& is almost exactly what I need to inspire me for my FYP.
Check out Rodney Smith.

I think I've been eating all sorts of food lately... AND TOO MUCH OF IT.
Making my tummy only bigger, thighs wider and for some reason, got this nauseous feeling as well.

Zzzzzz.

omg 5am get some sleep

No one does it like Jeffrey Campbell...

Or so I thought...

Fuck, I'm never a fan of designer knockoffs so it's either I buy the real thing or I don't.
Thing is... I've been in search for the perfect pair of suede wedges and I've come across
a whole lot of crappy ones online which almost everyone in Sg has eventually succumb to,
probably cause they're dirt cheap.

This isn't sky high ex but I'm scared to go broke so fast after just receiving my allowance.
But then again, my pay (finally) comes in next week, so...

berzerk

3 am
I need my Macs breakfast fix,
those shimmy golden oxfords
& some FYP inspiration please.

P.S. fuck off my love life.
Goodnight!

when the world swallows me in...

I know I'll live.

What did I do to deserve such?
Still feeding my curiosity...
But as long as you're around, you make reality a whole lot better.
Then again, I'll stop with all the questions.

Goodnight, Brandon.

I want

hours time

P.S. Today is gonna be lovely.

V Westwood//Calla//Tom Tom

You're like no other.
Fuck You.

Suedish

Sometimes I'm afraid I can't go without a day of being so close to you.

No no no

Lovely weekend, daydreams flash me.
Thoughts of school killing my sanity.

& on a random note, my complexion is at its worst.

In the City of Vancouver...

Prepare to fall in French Summer love.

Dace lookbook here.

Why can't people like you just fuck off?
Don't you ever get sick of screwing people's lives?

Which one?
I feel like the most obvious pick would be black, but the gray pair doesn't look too bad either.

Hmmm...

Oh Fendi

Wahhhhh, I think I might just buy you off the web soon! xx

Perfect.

10 am

2009, just like any other year seemed like it had just passed me by in a split second. I can't really say much about it if you'd ask me at this hour, but it was definitely a good one for me. I wouldn't say it was the best, yet, but alot occurred that made me a much better person. Much? better? Lol. I was single for a long time (still am) and I think that in itself was what made me go thru and survive each fucking day of 2009. I became more open/minded and let more people in my life. I valued my family more but fought with my sis even more(lol). I had an online shopping illness I couldn't rid myself from til I got mad broke, but still never learned. I've had the most redbull in my system than any other year. I became closer to my class and reunited with 2 of my closest friends I've drifted from. I lived for sleepless nights- school and recently cause of work. I got a semi real job for the first time and got myself to intern for Zouk, which is ending pretty soon btw. I was called Grumpz/Angst cause of my attitude at work. I drank, danced and partied my weekends away, being the wasted youth that I once was. I fell in/out of love with a boy I've liked since year 2. & recently, before 2009 could end just like that, I met someone. We watched a lousy movie during our first "meetup", he was my Secret Santa on Christmas, he brought me to Botanic Garden when it was dark, we explored AMK by foot, brought me to Ikea to have my first taste of their meatballs, sent me home every single time we'd meet, put up with my tardiness and my urgent loo breaks, took me to dinner for nye to meet his friends, bid the year goodbye at Zouk and spent the first morning of 2010 at Bishan park, just the 2 of us, talking, cuddling, being disturbed by the stupid toads, and just being together. He hates bright lights too and is a proud east sider. Too proud actually.

So I missed Bloody Beetroots but my Friday night didn't suck so bad.
Actually, I slept my whole Friday away and had supper at the wee hours instead with friends.

Things have been good :)