morning lust

Balenciaga Leather Box Hook Bag

Sweeeet.

$655. Booo.

B

5:31am
I AM SO FREAKIN EXHAUSTED.

I've been lazing around my room for a good 2 hours already, half naked and doing such useless shit, when I'm supposed to be tucked in bed and setting my alarm for reality. I'm seriously considering getting MC for tomorrow but maybe just for work cause I really think I need to get me some much deserved sleep. I don't feel like talking about x'mas or the long weekend (me iz vvvv tired), but it's def good enough for me to just know that I've had someone all along.

And hoping to have that someone with me at least til I countdown to new year ahead.
I know it's still too early to make out things but suddenly, I'm happy...
And that's all that matters.

Okay, I just read thru my whole post and I think I'm starting to have grammar issues. Lol.
Forgive me. xx

& for the first time in so long, it's not just someone asking for dirt cheap fun
or trying to get in my pants. Hmmm... cold nights and endless conversations
about anything and everything.

Goodnight!

Space Attacks

Other dope works at Epic Mewlyn Slab

P.S. Work life has officially taken over.
Of late night take offs and endless cab rides;
Money going down the fking drain.

Off day today, in need of some nail grooming xx

Good morning, Good afternoon.

Just got home an hour ago from an insane night... I almost don't know how to begin this post.
Hmmmm... one week and so many un/fortunate events.

I should seriously start writing more here.
But P.S. You're lovely.

x

Boys.

?

Feelings are out there
Scared of devotion
Doubting intentions
Deep down inside I know our love will die

nothingness

Just don't shun me away in exchange of alcohol related nothings.
EVER.
Cause I'll disappear for sure.
In every way possible.

P.S. ZOUKOUT POST SOON!

Hi.
I'm so outdated from the world. Work has officially taken over me, in every way possible.
I feel like I'm aging fast too cause I'm always dead exhausted once I knock off.

All I ever look forward to is sleep. There are times when I find myself turning to the corner of my cubicle
just so I can close my eyes for a few seconds. Ha, crazyyy.

WEEKEND COMING UP. FINALLY FRIDAY TODAY!
& TOMORROW.IS.FINALLY.ZOUKOUT.
I haven't even purchased my ticket but it's definite GO!

Also... get these shoesies from the Zouk Deli Boutique!


Haha, I'm such a loser. Byyyyyye.

endless

I'M SORRY & YOU KNOW IT :(

boundaries

Idk where this is going,
but I quite like it that way.

words

So... 11:30am and I'm still surrounded by empty cubicles. I'm so bored. Been browsing thru random shit
and can feel my eyes abruptly closing. Oh, and last night was a major fail. Was supposed to be out for
ladies night with YX & the rest but my body was as lifeless as a rock once I reached home from work/dinner.
Uhhhh, what else... Oh, I need to shop badly but I promise to pay my debts first once I get my allowance.

Shucks.

Perfection

80s Balmain/ Calla Haynes/ Proenza Shouler
via Jak&Jil Blog

Early bird at work today, gotta do things right. xx

WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH YOU?!! YOU'RE JUST A BLOODY INTERN
YET YOU CAN GIVE SUCH COMMENTS AND ATTITUDE TO YOUR MFKING BOSS!
WAKE UP AND GET MORE WORK DONE! & STOP COMPLAINING!!
ZOUK IS THE BEST AND YOU KNOW ITTT.

DEAR RIZ, I HOPE YOU SEE THIS AND REALIZE I'M NOT SUCH A GRUMP AFTERALL
ANDD AM TRULY MADLY DEEPLY SORRY!


P

A Daisy for you

Sometimes I would love to know you better as I feel we are somehow similar yet quite different.
I'm prolly more sick in the head than you are but yeah, the things that you say do amuse me
although half of the rest are things I never really understood.

Etc.

Unexpected... just maybe not in this lifetime, but those kind words (from a dear friend) are here to stay.
I'm not so alone after all.

Day 1

Internship is killing meeeee :( I swear I kept falling asleep in their so called library, flipping thru over 20+ design books
and srsly not knowing if I was even on the right track. I felt so useless, tbh.

Identity crisis has got me thinking all day. My boss gets to my head every time.
I suddenly feel like my whole life's as good as no life at all. Huhhhhhh.

& the aircon there kept making me shiftto awkward positions.
Idk how many times I went to the loo to pee and blow my fking nose as well.

Intern Diaries; expect more from me. XX